'If the world is as bad as this, and God sent
us his prophets but they can’t do anything,
then why doesn’t he come himself?'
Before I became a believer I had lots of questions in my mind, but I couldn’t get any answers.
I had two important questions, firstly, that if the world is as bad as this, and God sent us his prophets but they can’t do anything, then why doesn’t he come himself? And my next question was, God, you are not human, so how can you understand human feelings? People told me, ‘Don’t ask these kinds of questions because they don't look good in Islam.’
Then one day my neighbour, who was a believer, introduced me to Jesus. At that time, I talked to God and decided that wherever I meet Him and He gives me His peace, I will accept it.
'He invited me Himself,
I didn't do anything to attract Him.'
It was December and my neighbours invited me to a Christmas party along with my brothers and sisters. I knew I’d found God’s peace at that party, but I resisted it at that time. As time passed, God showed Himself to me, and by doing many things in my life I believed in Him. He invited me Himself, I didn't do anything to attract Him.
After giving Him my heart, I was so joyful in God, and my life was so good, so full of peace. Of course it wasn’t like that all the time, but as soon as my relationship became complete with God, from then on I’ve always had a good life in His Spirit, and I thank God for everything. Amen.